Dedicated..

So ive been thinkin alot lately about this 1 person in particular. not even on some lovey dovey shiet... just like.... thinkin. blah.. yall will understand once u read this. i can feel him changing me day by day.. its like i was meant to meet him and be in the situations we are in now...... hes JUST LIKE ME.... even though ive known him for over 2 yrs, we JUST became tight...

thing is... hes finally opening up 2 me.. and he makes me hate every person who has ever done him wrong in the past... cuz to be brutally honest... hes GREAT.. but life scares him and i can see it in his eyes. like how do you convince someone that LIFE is gunna be okay?? why should he believe me.. i mean im only myself. hes like my best friend, like my long lost soulmate , cept were only meant to be friends.. if that makes sense. the boy i never thought id see cry, i seen cry....... and it almost felt invogorating.. cuz he trusted me of all ppl to cry infront of. when you start 2 get older, its times like this im so happy im such a deep person. no BS. i wish i cld let the whole world in my head for 1 day and make everyone a lil happier even if it was just for one moment. and that is what i plan to do with him. let him see what goes on in my head.. and let him kno its okay not to understand everything... cuz in life youll never understand everythin.. cuz shit if u did, whats the freakin point in living???


im just rambling (as usual) ..... but everyone who KNOWS me.. knows who this blog is dedicated towards... and to this person i jus wanna say... i love you so MUCH. everyday with you just gets better and better.. not only have u helped me with myself but you helped me understand myself and know my WORTH. your awesome to 100th power and any girl would be so lucky tohave you.. realll talk....