ummm NAH.

Okay Dwight baby, i know it hurts right nowww, but dayummnnnn Superman... wus goin' on. I kno i kno, if courtney Lee made that lay-up it wlda been a wrap, No overtime... but jeeeeezus, dont gass up Kobe anymore than he needa be lol. i Have complete faith in yall, your called the MAGIC for a reason, so do suttin magical, lolz. Tuesday i wanna seee the reaaaaaaaaal orlando on the court. jameer is back now fellassssssss.... and turkuglu is doin his thang even tho his name is ugly as all hell lol. But neways. d.howard being one one of my fav bball players (after d.wade ofcourse) ... i wish u luck homieeee, do it for Lebron.... lol awww.

OMGassshh.

its wayyy to early/late to focus, but ill be back manana.

Me & my Biatchhhhhhh in montreal

My negrooss

my lil bitch Lexi

YES YES i kno, we lost. but workin' for the celtics pays off . 2 years inna row i had the pleasure of taking home these dope ass huge playoff posters lol. fuck the Lakerrsss

i been on that Nuvo way before tpain told you about it, lolz

Revere beach. aka homesweet home. ta haaa

i Beeeen slackin' bloggg. my bizzzzle . :o)

My bday passed and i didnt even update yall. woooooosh. well im 20 now, wooopie doo.

Anywho, its the summa summa summa TIME in the bean......

and guess what? ITS THE SAME OL' SHIET AS USUAL .

suprised? IM NOT . Lol. ..... its like the gangstas come out more

in tha summa than any other time... whackkkk-ness.

Anyways ill be back on more i PROMISE, till then heas some eye-candy.

buenos noches biatches.

RIP.

Damn...... i had to come on this shit to spit somethin real. we waste so much time on mad shiet BESIDES cherishing every moment here. For example, everyday u spend with loved ones u dont ever expect that day to be the last one u have with them. everyone says and does things they dont mean.... but what if that somethin was the last thing u ever got to say to someone. its crazy to think that literally people are here one moment, and gone the next. so all im sayen is.. if u feel somethin... think somethin... say it. make sure every person u love, knows they love you. and stay true everyday........ cuz u never know if you or someone u love cld be pulled out this world.

which brings me to why i even wrote this blog...

Rest in peace Joseph Baldacchino... aka joey Balls......

Life is too short dude..... from the everett huskie days and ehs shiet. its too surreal to believe. watch over everyone.

and to his close friends... and really every one from the dirty... keep ya heads up.. cuz u kno he'd be the last person to want ppl to be down. as much shiet as we grew up talkin about everett, atleast when shiet goes down u see how true people remain.


JB<3RIP

five eleven oh nine

i am fcknn highhh man. its been a grip since i wrote in this which is whackness i kno, i apologize. when i was younger i had a journal and everytime i wld miss a week or more id always end up apologizin to it, almost as if i hurt its feelins for not writing lol. but ummm alot has gone on in the past month and i mean alotttt. well i got my lip peirced finally lolz. (yay) i wanted this damn hoop for a grip and finally did it , wordd. i moved from my old spot :o( ... life is weird without bein wit alex every goddamnn day but its aiight... we manage lol. still workin' .... school is anotha topic for anotha day lol. my head is def not in the schoolbooks as much as they shld be these days. im smart but i def waste it. but its aiight... the way i see it, when im ready to be all about school, i will be. i believe in myself, ya dig?

lately i been catchin myself thinkin about my ex. duh i kno it happens, its life.... ppl reminisce about tha past n shit. but damn...im fckn up dudeeee. i jus wanna reach out sometimes and let him kno im hea for him. idk if this makes me sound crazy or not but some days its like i can sense hes goin thru suttin... like he needs help or comfort or suttin. its weird. i guess i jus miss havin that someone to understand me. but hey... life is what it is... not everyone turns out to be who u thought they were, including the ones you love.

while we are on the topic of my ex, i need to vent a little also. in the past month some punk ass bitches found it necessary to hit me up on my fone o.dee , talkin bout "we gun' fuck u up for doing (ex's name) wrong", tellin me where i work, live, what kinda car i drive.. sayen ima get jumped. and let me just say this.... i aint scared. and i dont care who u are... im ME and ill still be me even if im on the ground helpless.. ya dig? thanks

and i found out my ex started 2 cut ppl out of his life bcuz they were cool wit me or tight wit me. and im talkin about ppl he been tight wit for yrs, grew up wit... if that aint some immature shit idk what is. i really expected more from him. and for the ppl who were affected by our break up cuz clearly it didnt just affect 2 ppl.. i apologize... i wish breakin up wit 1 person didnt mean u break up wit all their frends too .....


newho, jb... i miss you lol... and to my bro killa mike lol..... i miss ya ass too. idk whea id be these days without my bro's ..... Nito and clos...... god gave me yall as my protectors i swear and i love yall for that. last but not least my bro hogan in the navy and my Best friend and brother rob in iraq.. i miss u and love u.... finally got a fonecall from him and i cldnt be happier.


lol. im rannndom. and note to self. stop smokin' , seriously.

SLEPT ON..

The rapper drake ive been bumpin for months now. hes been makin songs wit weezy hea n thea, and formally on the show "degrassi" but no bullshit, hes NICCEEE WIT ITT. he sings and raps to the TEEEE. so do yaself a favor and dowload shiet by DRAKE* aiight. Just a sideeee note.



Oh jeaaa and the grammys were pretty ILL this year. Kudos CBS.

Its been a Grip..

...since i wrote in this biatchhh.

I started school again. and i forgottt how much work comes with bein' a full time student. but its cool. Northshore is like an everett high reunion lolz. but its a pretty cool atmosphere..... n its a nice feelin' so be back on the right track.


--- but newayys me & alex might be moving out this apt. long story but money and all the drama that has been resulting from our parties might force us to be outtttt. but now we just tryna decide where we wanna go, stay in lynn? find suttin in boston? who knows..... mad stress is startin to build once agaiinnnnn. its like neva-endin' ...

on top of all that. its like february now..... my bday is in 2 months, woop woop.... but with april comin' .. makes me start to miss my ex. Booooo. lol.

i dyed my hair 2 days ago, no more blonde & brown... lolz


this posting is mad random but ill be back later to write more. judge pirro is on and i cant focus on the screen. laterrrr

Mr. President.

So many people give barack credit just because hes black, but many dont see that this man is a symbol for hope and for change in this nation. Mr. Obama was inaugurated yesterday afternoon in D.C. in front of the most people to ever turn out to an inauguration. you can see it in his eyes, along with the eyes of every spectator that as of yesterday all our lives are changed. To stand up and say "somebody who's father couldnt eat in a restaurant because the color of his skin, is now the 44th president of the united states" WHHHATTTT!. preach obama, preaaach.


I didnt vote for obama because he was black. which by the way he is HALF BLACK, HALF WHITE. makin him our 1st bi-racial president. but anywho, he stand up for real problems, his ideals are genuine and you never feel as if hes bein phoney. this man gives hope to everyone, and for all the minorities who claim they cant do things because of their color, or play the race -card. i hope this shuts everyone up, cuz our president is BROWN. lolz (i did that just for u rob)

The crowd that turned out for mr. obama's speech was made up of every race, color, gender, ethnicity, religion, and age. THIS is how its supposed to be. every walk of life coming together to reach a common goal. PEACE AND FREEDOM. for many years we lost touch of the american dream. why all our ancestors came to america in the first place. but i have faith that obama will restore that dream in all of us, even change the minds of the more ignorant ones across the country. and who knows, maybe other countries will be inspired by what a country so large, so strong, and so dedicated can do when they put their minds and beliefs to it, anything is possible.

Mr. Obama, thanks for making us all believe again.

ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE .